Finding the meaning

Probably the most asked question is "what is the meaning of life". I am not a religious person but I am spiritual. I believe in God and that everything happens for a reason. The things we go through are to teach us something. It is sometimes obvious the lessons we are learning and other times it takes a few years before you realize why we went through those experiences.

After this loss I kept asking myself "what is the lesson here" and "what am I supposed to learn". I trust in God's plan for me and my family but sometimes it is hard to see the rainbow through the rain. I think the hardest thing is having faith in something you cannot see or feel. Trusting that things always work out and that nothing happens on accident; that there is always a reason.

It reminds me of the song by Garth Brooks, Unanswered prayers. I have had so many countless unanswered prayers that I am so happy never came true. So every time I get sad that we lost this baby I remind myself something great is just around the corner and to trust in God's plan for me. Because everything does happen for a reason and this is just another unanswered prayer.